pourdisparaitre: You are such a sweetheart, thank you <3 I hope you're doing well today or night!
haha awh well its true! <3 thanks you too!
Things are weird at the moment, every thing has changed so much since dad died, I moved back into home with my sisters and mum and it’s weird here, theres so many memories (plus its going to be harder now not to eat but its closer to the gym and uni which is nice) My best friend (well we were but lately she’s been pushing me away, and replacing me) is in hospital because she’s refusing to eat, they are feeding her with a tube and i’m weirdly jealous, she’s going through hell and i’m jealous… That used to be me, why did i lose my self control. Everything is turning to crap, I’ve pushed all my friends away, and i don’t know what to do about my boyfriend, i just don’t believe when he calls me beautiful or sexy and we fight all the time and I’m unhappy but its nice to be wanted i just why does everything suck.
